????????????OldVideo; #4 xo 2/22/2018 @ The 24Hour Crisis Center_For MentalHealth/Addiction/Recovery

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????????????????????TRIGGER WARNING!! ????????????????????????????THIS VIDEO WAS MADE IN 2018 its old, but gold. ur worth it x I'm proud of u. ur a someone.
ignore my fake accent, I was tryna be "tough" I don't talk like that. (((: I'm here for u all ((:
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•THIS IS AN OLD DESCRIPTION, I MIXED OTHRR POSTS TOGETHER xx

????????????????????xx off to CSU {crisis stabilization unit} in Riverside. I am having another episode. (ive had 8 today) && they were going back do Electric Compulsive Shock Therapy on my brain (ECT) but i cant go back to Loma Linda BMC cuz ive been there way 2 much. Ive had 214 hospitalizations && one of the highest cases in the county of Riverside. I cant explain whats going on but im losing my sanity by the minute. I CANT D0 IT NOMORE!!! Fuck. Im with God, my Lord my Savior.
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I went crazy yesterday almost got a cop call && sent away. (I had suicidal ideation)
ETS mental hospital slash Crisis Stabilization Unit Center for mental health and drug and alcohol Bound ?❤ Cashhhh Me If U Can Br0 . I33yz Outz 0f Itz.
Melissa: so Izzy what are u doing 4 yourself?
Me: taking care of others && not stopping
Melissa: What Are you doing 2 take care of urself take
Me: oh shit u got me. ⚘⚘ @ Riverside, California????????????????Sara's Dead && Izzys Alive. Can't tell the difference cuz I constantly switch. Sara is my real name and legal name. I have split personalities. I'm going to the crisis center in riverside aka CSU. ????????Had another breakdown at Applebees. They wanted to call 911. Yes I'm suicidal! Yes I hurt myself! Yes I popped some Seroquel. I'm in a dangerous state of mind. Tryst me bro. I'm getting help at the crisis stabilization unit in riverside aka CSU. I've been through mostly every traumatic thing there is and experienced mostly everything and done mostly it all and I've had brutally traumatizing explicit and fucked up torture pain and bad experiences since I was four years old until the end of July 26th of 2018 occurring nonstop 24/7. After That I had a physcotic break and I got worse mentally and physically and emotionally but the hell never ended for me. But I'm Still here right? . I can't eat sleep or eat I'm a dysfunctional human being. I Love U GOD!????????
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☹☹☹☹Idgaf what happens to me cuz I'm used to it hun. I mean these are 2 pictures of the letter I wrote venting to my friend. Then there's a picture of me in the middle of my breakdown. Then there's 2 videos of the censored version of my mental breakdown. I'm going to CSU once again. Adios Amigos. I'm so out of it. Hehe wtf is going on bruh? Am I in a dream? Who is Sara Who is Izzy ? No-one can tell the difference and neither can i.☹☹☹☹There’s 10 videos, PART 3 ,at the crisis center we went AWOL (absence without leave), and went to a school in the middle of the night, we came back to the crisis center but we had a lil to much fun (I got drunk). I edited some parts out of me being all drunk n shit, but this took my mind off of my issues for awhile, Auntie and Izzy’s Adventure xxxxThere’s 10 videos PART 1, So this was last night 2/22/2018, I don’t remember a lot, but this was the crisis center I was at, it was a HUGE black out, I’m recording this off my old iPod but it kept freezing so all the videos aren’t there, this was after my breakdown and half of me detoxing, I was out of it, thank God I’m better now .....There’s 10 videos, PART 2, at the crisis center we went AWOL (absence without leave), and went to a school in the middle of the night, we came back to the crisis center but we had a lil to much fun (I got drunk). I edited some parts out of me being all drunk n shit, but this took my mind off of my issues for awhile, Auntie and Izzy’s Adventure x- thank u for existing, ur wanted and needed. enjoy the shit show, dont give up•UMatter????????????????????????????????????????????????
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